1st night

Strange as it seems... ... this is the DAY last week when i sent mum to her final resting place. How fast time passes by. Since Wednesday when i am back to work. This is the first night i am watching and surfacing the net in the living room by myself. With mummy's photo by the altar side. Feels abit strange as i am constantly being "watched" by mum. The feelings and emotions are rather different now as compared to last week.

Looking back at the time in office, this week had been a rather slow and painful week. I just cant focus my mind at work. All concepts and creative are met with constant rejection by oneself. Things that seem so easy for me, are now so hard to be achieve. Many close friends are concern for me. I am grateful for the concerns and care of many who have showered me with them. Many said that time will heal the pain, BUT can time really do that? I am not too sure about that. Maybe, just maybe, time can less the pain but never heal it completely. For me to find out, i guess... ...