My hair had always been my crown of glory. Much works had been done to style it everyday. But i decided to cut all of it. Now i am close to botak. This surprises many close friends. Since kindergarden days, my mum had been styling and combing my hair. For i envy my dad so much. For his thick black hair that he always combed before he goes to work. Deciding to cut it off, allows me to stop styling my hair for a while. For this action everyday, reminds me of my mum styling it for me at young.
I also recalled that my mum once said. She likes my hair to be short and neat. Its strange, for things that she said before, i take no actions towards it. But now, that she is no longer with me. I started to do things that i once so recalled of her mentioning it. Is it just a humanly thing or is it just me, myself? I am confused myself.
At times, i look at myself as an unfilial son. Especially during this last few years, little time was spent with her. Now i can no longer enjoy that moment. I blame myself so very much of this act and deed. Never can i forgive myself too.
My friends, do enjoy the moments with your most precious people in your life. Don't lived in regrets like myself. For the pain is just too great for one to bear.
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